The big "D"

Today 9-7-14 I am divorced! Guess I just feel blank. I'm not happy but I am not sad either. I'm 33 with 2 kids and have a job! Not much but it's my life! Things could be different but I just feel lost! Like I'm in a ship, Sailing through fog not knowing where to go. I wish something would just kick in for me. It's been 8 months since my mom died too and it just doesn't feel ok.... Life just doesn't feel whole anymore. That big part of what made my life is gone and it's unnerving.  I'm healthy my kids are health I'm blessed but just don't know what I'm doing. Im taking it day to day.