The big "D"

Today 9-7-14 I am divorced! Guess I just feel blank. I'm not happy but I am not sad either. I'm 33 with 2 kids and have a job! Not much but it's my life! Things could be different but I just feel lost! Like I'm in a ship, Sailing through fog not knowing where to go. I wish something would just kick in for me. It's been 8 months since my mom died too and it just doesn't feel ok.... Life just doesn't feel whole anymore. That big part of what made my life is gone and it's unnerving.  I'm healthy my kids are health I'm blessed but just don't know what I'm doing. Im taking it day to day. 

This guy...

Man I fell hard and am truly loving him... He's so simple and normal... I love that we can sit together and not argue or fight over stupid daily shit... He is so amazing and am so happy we met!! I truly want to marry him... I defiantly feel whole with him.

Chloe turns 3

My baby girl is now a big 3 years old... She is such a big beautiful smart, stubborn, sweet and spicy little princess... I'm so in love with her

Easter 2013

Church was in the morning then we went over to our friends for a egg hunt and fun... Loving life...

Student of the week...

Proud of my baby boy... He got student of the week in his class. ;)

Chloe is 3....catchup

Chloe is now 3, I am getting a divorce and Christien is in kindergarten. So much has happens since my last post... Mans plays baseball, I am in love with Shawn and things have been cruising along in life... And for the most part I am happy.

Brothers...

Xavier is here again, so happy they get to know each other even though daddy is gone. Chloe loves him too :)