WELL I HAVENT BLOGED IN AWHILE...I HAVE HAD SO MUCH GOING ON SOCIALLY AND EMOTIONALLY. I STILL AM TRYING TO GET THESE PANIC ATACKS UNDER CONTROL AND IT JUST SEEMS LIKE I AM TAKING MORE AND MORE MEDS. I AM TAKING A BANDAID MED UNTIL THE LONG TERM MED KCICKS IN BUT THIS MED TAKES A MONTH TO WORK. SOO I AM JUST WAITING FOR IT TO WORK CAUSE IM TIRED OF HAVING TO DO THIS... I HAVE HAD TO DEAL WITH DRIVING AGAIN, STILL SCARED THESE ATTACKS WILL HAPPEN BUT I CANT LET IT STOP MY LIFE! I HAVE A 10 MONTH OLD THAT I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF AND FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT NEED HANGIN OUT WITH. ALTHOUGH I HAVE TO SAY MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN UNDERSTANDING AND HAVE DONE THE DRIVING ON OUR VENTURES.
WELL MY HUSBAND IS OBVIOUSLY STILL OUT ON DEPLOYMENT AND ALTHOUGH IT HAS BEEN 1 MONTH ALREADY I STILL HAVE 6 MORE TO GO. WE EMAIL LIKE ALMOST EVERYDAY AND HE TRIES TO CALL AS MUCH AS HE CAN BUT IT IS HARD FOR HIM. CHRISTIEN IS GETING SO BIG AND DOING SO MUCH TALKING AND WALKING ABOUT NOW IT IS SOO CUTE. HE LOVES PLAYING WITH THE OLDER KIDS AND HIS GRANDMA AND AUNTIE'S. I FEEL BAD FOR HIM AS THERE IS NO KIDS AROUND HERE THAT WE KNOW FOR HIM TO PLAY WITH SO I AM GOING TO BE TAKING HIM TO THIS CENTER THAT HAS HOURLY BABYSITTING SO 1. HE CAN SOCIALIZE WITH OTHER KIDS AND 2. SO I CAN START GOING TO THE GYM. I WANNA GET THIS BABY WEIGHT OFF AND LOOK GOOD FOR MY HUNNY WHEN HE GETS BACK.
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